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Brené Brown: The power of vulnerability

YES.

We are the people who’s come here to play
I don’t like it easy
I don’t like the straight way
We’re in the middle of something
We are here to stay
And we raise our heads for the colour reEEEEeeedddd~

Headboppin’ to The Knife in the studio……..yep. its a soul throbbing one-man-partay ( mmm..i imagined this track would make a disturbingly appropriate morning-alarm tune. jolt me straight back up to consciousness)

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HAHA …………………….. Yeeap #dontjudge Though sometimes i just cant deal

(Source: tago-sako-kosaka, via slychedelic)

in order to save up I have been putting my gastronomic skills to the test for awhile now, and it has been a real great fun broadening my sphere of domesticity. years ago i wouldnt have had the slightest interest in initiating any close contact with the pantry… but now i can say i’m quite hooked! cooking your own food and being able to make it taste great is always truly satisfying, plus easy-er on the pocket therefore makes me feel better about my spending (alas devote it on something much more worthwhile than a nice-looking $20 mediocre brunch aka ticket to MY BLOODY VALENTINE reunion gig! wooohooo yeah)

anyway today’s lunch menu is ovenbaked fish fillet with a mound of fresh babyspinach. sooo delish

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"What am I in the eyes of most people — a nonentity, an eccentric, or an unpleasant person — somebody who has no position in society and will never have; in short, the lowest of the low. All right, then — even if that were absolutely true, then I should one day like to show by my work what such an eccentric, such a nobody, has in his heart. That is my ambition, based less on resentment than on love in spite of everything, based more on a feeling of serenity than on passion. Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me. I see paintings or drawings in the poorest cottages, in the dirtiest corners. And my mind is driven towards these things with an irresistible momentum."

— Vincent van Gogh (via mirroir)
(Source: atomos, via retrojapan)

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"..the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.."

— Kerouac, Jack.

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Egon Schiele. Dead Mother, 1910.

(via cuntgarden)

"Of all evil I deem you capable: Therefore I want good from you. Verily, I have often laughed at the weaklings who thought themselves good because they had no claws."

— Nietzsche

"I have no right to call myself one who knows. I was one who seeks, and I still am, but I no longer seek in the stars or in books; I’m beginning to hear the teachings of my blood pulsing within me. My story isn’t pleasant, it’s not sweet and harmonious like the invented stories; it tastes of folly and bewilderment, of madness and dream, like the life of all people who no longer want to lie to themselves."

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(Source: mute-swan, via terramantra)

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"I do not know if you have noticed that relationship is very painful, and that as long as it is not a revealing process, in which you are discovering yourself, relationship is merely a means of escape from yourself."

— Krishnamurti

“If you’re not prepared to be wrong, you’ll never come up with anything original.”

Ken Robinson’s TEDtalk

"I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because ‘romantic’ doesn’t mean ‘sugary.’ It’s dark and tormented — the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can’t attain."

— Catherine Breillat (via occults)

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being able to simply create imaginings into forms is an incredibly therapeutic, humbling and self-rewarding feeling. Not solely in a creative perspective where a creative gain is concerned, this particular mode of expression is also an ideal process to align oneself with one’s sense of self. If anything it is very much meditative. When I create, I’m on a high. I feel conscious, yet uninhibited. I don’t feel that irking needy feeling to actualise myself to strange society, i become honest with myself. I retrieve a sense of calmn and feel most grateful. So good.

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